I came across your blog via Twitter and have read many of your anonymous stories. I have my own secret, I am addicted to picking up girls and have never told anyone this before.
While the word addicted may appear a strong word, its how it feels.
I deliberately go out with the sole intention of picking up a girl.
I have a burning ache to be with women and I want to share my secret with your blog readers on the condition that my identity will be hidden.
Picking Up Girls To Make Myself Feel Needed
I am a single dad to 2 young girls aged 6 and 9, my partner left me when the girls were only 2 and 5.
Maybe it’s because I felt rejected by her that I have become this way.
My parents live a few doors away and they are always happy to have the girls stay over.
I work hard but play harder.
I do not drink around the children, in fact to the outside world I look like I am a respectable and doting father, which I am.
I do everything for the girls, I do get a lot of help but I am their main carer.
I don’t take them or collect them from school due to my working hours but I do come home from work, make tea, help them with their home works, bath them, read their bedtime stories and put them to bed.
At weekends I always try to find something fun to do with them if they are home with me, but they are usually with their mother.
But I am still a hot-blooded male.
I have needs
I usually get to go out Friday and Saturday nights as the girls stay with their mother most weekends.
I can not remember the last night out I had when I wasn’t scanning pubs with the intention of picking up girls.
I am ashamed to admit it but I prey on the most vulnerable women.
I get more satisfaction if they are younger than me.
I don’t have the confidence in everyday life, a few pints give me a different persona.
I am no monster, please do not take me the wrong way but I find drunken women more of an easy target.
Every girl I have picked up has been fully able to consent – I just want to point that out.
But drunken women are always up for some flirting and if I get my way a little more.
I never, I repeat ever take these women home.
I go back to theirs, or even a fumble in a dark side street is better than nothing .
I promise to call them the following day, I never do.
I give them a false mobile number too.
I have no intention of a second date.
I don’t care if they are married.
I am using them.
To feel wanted.
I am picking up women to make myself feel better.
I also don’t want a relationship.
I am afraid to let anyone close to me again.
Is what I am doing wrong?
I feel guilty although I am hurting nobody.
I just wanted to get it off my chest and tell someone.
These girls are willing to spend the night with me, is that wrong?
What are your views on this confession?
Is picking up girls for sex morally wrong?