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I Hate Food And Have A Problem With Eating Anything

April 16, 2015 by Emma White 4 Comments

 

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I am so fed up now. I am constantly battling with myself to make myself eat. I hate food. I eat as fast as I can so it doesn’t take up my time and I only eat two meals each day, one of which is soup. Even that amount of food I feel is too much.

I have children’s size portions, the same amount I give to my 5-year-old, but even she eats more than me as she also has breakfast and snacks in between her meals.

My partner gets upset because either I don’t eat or I eat it so quickly that it does not even have a chance to touch the sides of my mouth. I threw my dinner away today before it was starting to go cold, I just could not force myself to eat it.

I get ice-cream and sweet things to try to tempt myself to eat, sometimes it works but I still hate food and I don’t enjoy it. I lie and say I do. I make excuses for not eating.

I don’t want to starve myself but I hate food

I am not deliberately doing this, although at 14 stone I could very much do with getting rid of some of this weight. I asked Emma today what the least amount of calories your body can survive on but I didn’t get the reaction I had hoped for.

Instead of helping me she told me that I needed to go and speak to my GP as I was heading in the direction of an eating disorder and I had to sit down and really think about what I was doing and accept I have a problem.

I know deep down I have a problem but I don’t want to go to the GP.

I know the anorexia statistics as Emma posted about this yesterday. I eat about 900 calories a day, yes I count them but I want to eat less.

I need to lose weight

My head tells me I need to lose weight, a little niggling voice invading my brain informs me I am fat.

I hate food, it bores me, I do not get excited about cooking or sitting down to a nice meal. The thought of eating just makes me feel sad.

I wish I could make myself sick so I could bring up what I ate but I can’t,

I  hate my body and I hate food.

Can anyone help me?

I just want to be a good mother to my girls but I am fed up and have no energy and feel like giving up.

 

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About Emma White

Emma White The inspiring mum of 6 who dedicates her time to supporting others. While battling with her own demons, she continues to be the voice for others unable to speak out.  Her controversial yet heartfelt writing is a lifeline to many. You can follow her on Facebook, Twitter & Instagram.

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  1. Helen says

    February 12, 2017 at 12:56 pm

    I know it’s not what you want to hear but you really do need to see someone Hun. Big hugs and I hope you get some help xx

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  2. Harley says

    February 12, 2017 at 3:03 pm

    Please go and see a professional they can really help. See you see food in a different way? Thank you for sharing your story with us xxx

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  3. Shaunna k says

    March 5, 2017 at 6:29 pm

    Youve done really well to admit you have a problem hun and very brave to write it out for everyone to read! I really do think you should go and speak to somebody, so they can help you get through this! Massive hugs to you. Stay strong! X

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  4. anetv says

    March 5, 2017 at 10:50 pm

    You really do need to see someone who can help you Hun x

    Reply

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