It may sound shocking but I drank my own urine to have a baby. I now have two boys and my little girl and finally due to medical reasons and my health I had to have a hysterectomy three months ago as things had gotten too bad.
When I was 17 I had an abortion for medical reasons, I was living with my parents and was still under their care and I don’t really remember much about what happened, only that I was told it was a huge risk to me to carry on with the pregnancy and my mum and dad decided an abortion was best.
I went along with it and after having an abortion I tried to go back to normal but I felt so empty inside and my depression just got worse. Depression after abortion is very common, but I had nobody to talk too. I started drinking a lot and going out, anything to take my mind off it.
My boyfriend at the time didn’t seem bothered and didn’t come with me just my mom and dad, we had been together 6 years when I met my now husband who swept me off my feet. Literally, I was so in love with him that the world as I knew it stopped.
Soon after meeting him I was admitted to hospital where I was told I had a list of problems and could never conceive. I was distraught; completely devastated
Had I thrown away the one chance I had to have a baby?
My parents are very much into alternative medicine and knew of a lady in Birmingham that could help me heel. Who could help me get through this painful and worrying time? She has even been on This Morning TV about her alternative medicine and an appointment was made for me to see her.
She asked my parents and now hubby to leave us alone, where she ‘cleansed’ me and talked a lot to me understanding me, telling me things I was feeling. She began telling me things I have never said out loud, she was what they called a white witch, a good one with many spells.
A white witch used alternative medicine to cleanse me
She said I had been put on this earth to create and that’s what I would do despite the doctors saying there was no way. This woman to me was amazing, I believed every word she said and I knew she could help me. She told me she would see me the following next week and in the meantime, I had to drink my own urine.
I needed a cup, a bottle of lemon juice and that’s it. She gave me the instructions to do it first thing in the morning and catch only the middle part of the urine, not the first bit or last bit, only about 300mls then top with the lemon juice and drink it!
So I drank my own urine
She asked for no money and said she just wanted to see a young family happy. She then spoke to my parents and due to health problems my dad suffered he to my surprise had already been doing it and felt so much better for it. So I went away and gave it much thought but what was there to think about I wanted a baby at any cost and I would do this if it was going to work, so every morning for three weeks I did it.
I went back to her for some therapy and she never asked for money, she said she just wanted results, after three months of drinking my own urine every day I had a hospital appointment to see how I was and I was totally shocked to learn I was pregnant. At first was very cautious as to what happened last time but they said I could continue the pregnancy. I went to see the white witch who had used alternative medicine on me and thanked her and I continued going for a long while.
I sailed through my pregnancy till the end that is but that is another story ‘I could feel them cutting me after this ordeal. I was home but very ill with depression. I ended up suffering from psychosis and was put on medication that just made me worse, in fact, it was a big thing on panorama about how bad those tablets were, I tried numerous times to kill myself.
The next two years were the most difficult of my life
I was so traumatized after the birth I thought I’d never get over it, but I slowly started to feel better with the help of my mom who was always there through every step of the way.
5 years later I wanted another baby, yes another and after many discussions with the right people, we decided if I did get pregnant again, all would be different and I would have an elective c- section and a lot of support. I felt ok and safer about this and was sure my nightmare would never happen again. (Please read I could feel them cutting me).
Once again I wasn’t falling pregnant so I went back to the white witch and her alternative medicine by the water in Birmingham and she helped me and told me to do the same so I did and one month later I was expecting. We were overjoyed and it was a great pregnancy and even better delivery. So many people made sure I was comfortable and happy and it was amazing, completely the opposite of my first born, I fell in love with this little guy straight away we had such an amazing bond.
I think I became a little too obsessive though as I would let anyone touch him. Only I was allowed to hold him, I guess I needed to make amends for not bonding with my first son, but we were very happy. I had my little family when we came home, although one thing was niggling me I desperately wanted a baby girl, my dream came true I got caught pregnant straight away and along came our little girl.
I know I owe huge thanks to this lady by the water in Birmingham and her alternative medicine, I know without her things could be so much different. It’s also an after story for my fist one to show I went on to have more children and everything was so different, and just to show you how much I wanted to be a mom. I would have eaten worms of she told me too but I drank my own urine and I would again.
I drank my own urine to have a baby but it was worth it
I now have two boys and my little girl and finally due to medical reasons and my health I had to have a hysterectomy three months ago as things had gotten too bad. It’s a shame as I would have loved more, but I am now healthy and totally in love with my babies.
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