He wants a divorce and I don’t and I have no clue what I am meant to do or how to feel. I don’t know where to even start I have never written anything like this before. I’m a wife, a mom, and doormat, that’s what I call myself nowadays.
I do have 4 beautiful children and I love them so much, but the reason I call myself a doormat is because besides being a mother I am married. Yes, most people are happy when they say they are married but on my end not so much. I do have a husband we have been married going on almost 7 years come to December, YAAY ANNIVERSARY (sarcastic voice).
I have just recently found out while I was pregnant with our 4th child that my husband has been unhappy for quite a while and he never told me he just held it in. Well, long story short we had a big argument and divorce was thrown out by him and trust me that brought me to my knees literally I dropped to my knees.
I know he wants a divorce
My whole reason for writing is, has anyone of you lovely ladies every went thru anything like this, where he wants a divorce, but nothing happens even if he makes it clear he is only sticking around for the kids sake.
Sometimes he seems to act like he cares about me but, I don’t know how to explain it but for lack or more words we are still married but we are separated yet still living together and he says it’s just for the children’s sake, that he has no ties to me.
So with that being said he carries on like I’m nothing to him and talks to other females in his own home language and he doesn’t seem to care that it hurts me because he knows I’m still in love with him deeply.
He wants a divorce, but I don’t.
I’m at a loss, he knows exactly how I feel and that I want nobody but him, but I am hurting because I love him so much but he just acts cold to me but he shows me affection here and there and when he wants something.
I love this man with all my heart, you ladies know what I mean, he wants a divorce and its killing me inside. I feel so alone that I have none to really talk to about what’s really going on with me or how I feel.
Can anyone help me?
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